I know it was too abstracted.   Because I had to leave the coffee shop, Starbucks, they close at 8 pm on Sunday.   Now I'm coming back, it is a Sunday night again.       Tea at Kyoto     I was a child with  few words.   Because I believed adults understood me without telling.     And now, still the same belief, the God knows everything and the truth is proven.   I try to be objective and that has been more important to me.     So, I look for a similar opinion by googling,   and if I found one, I convince myself I was right.     So I became more speechless.     But this dream, a female ghost.     She was crying.   She had regrets.     I was telling her what more important is to express with your word.     Don't care about consideration .     Express in own words.