I know it was too abstracted. Because I had to leave the coffee shop, Starbucks, they close at 8 pm on Sunday. Now I'm coming back, it is a Sunday night again. Tea at Kyoto I was a child with few words. Because I believed adults understood me without telling. And now, still the same belief, the God knows everything and the truth is proven. I try to be objective and that has been more important to me. So, I look for a similar opinion by googling, and if I found one, I convince myself I was right. So I became more speechless. But this dream, a female ghost. She was crying. She had regrets. I was telling her what more important is to express with your word. Don't care about consideration . Express in own words.